Disappointed

When help is needed, Gerald...

When fun is there, and help is not needed, Gerald? Who Is He?

Disappointed... I am! Not with others, but with Gerald...

Haha.. Laugh...

Ouch...

It's painful.
It's bleeding.
My Heart.
Happy Bdae!




random...

'Happy' chinese new yr

todae finally noe duty for cny... so much for special arragement.. mounting duty on cny eve morning n dismount on 1st dae morning but by e time leave camp is afternoon liao lah... den 2nd dae of cny early morning need report to mount again.. n this goes on.. for a couple of daes... is stupid lah... wad a happi chin new yr...

i cant have my reunion dinner with family... n this yr my mum still told me like how mani months b4 to keep new yr eve free cos this yr reunion dinner we r gonna eat at some veri good restaurant with like super goooooooooood food n i saw e menu liao... is indeed super goooooooood.. told my parents about me missing e dinner... nt jus me, they r oso disappointed... haizz... this yr cny is soooooo nt gonna be happi... haizz.. sianz.. sianz lah... this yr cny is gonna be so diff from previous yr man...

car accident

A few hours ago...

BANG.. there goes my left side of e vehicle n e rear tyre... rear tyre burst... left hand side de metal color piece came off... left e wood color... n i feel veri lousy now... really lousy.. went to jurong entertainment centre to catch movie n didnt noe e carpark is damn fucking hard to enter n exit... n look at e size of my vehicle... chee bye... i dun wanna go into details.. yes.. maybe i m still a noob driver.. n unlucky... yaya.. is my fault..

I feel so lousy n lousy n lousy n lousy now.. n sad.. guilty.. n scare... i m in a lost now...





My parents didnt scold or blame me... tts y i feel more guilty.. n i feel so LOUSY... real lousy... VERY..

maybe i shld realli listen to my mum... mum went to temple n consulted smth... n concluded tt i shldnt go out at nite except in/to camp... cos my luck nowadays veri down.. VERY... n i shld stay at home all e time if possible... haizz..

now things settled... e vehicle although encountered minor damage.. but.. i jus feel super lousy lah... super... i m lousy... lousy.. lousy... i am.. lost, worried, sad n LOUSY..how can i slp peacefully tonight...