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I AM BACK

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...

So many ppl keep bugging me for updates on my blog.. aiya.. before i ord, i was busy...

after i ord, i was lazy!

okay... i will try to update my blog.. whenever there's smth happening okok... haha...

anw, some updates!

After I ord, went Taiwan with qx, ek and edgar.. didnt realli enjoy it cos no shopping!

aiya.. after that i went to teach at New Town Pri again!! as a relief teacher!! MR. Gerald is BACK!!

Gerald is now waiting for uni to start... meanwhile, helping out to jaga family biz, n scolding some stupid worker! another Amos Tay.. haha.. ops..

And I just completed my second marathon!! sundown! with an improved timing, WITHOUT any training due to my knee injury...

Till the next time i blog (dunno mani mths later), see you guys!! =p

I am a Finisher!!

Yes! tgt with wilson n ernest, i completed my first marathon! although e timing isnt gd, but.. i had fun, n pain.. i m limping now.. my legs hurts!! experience was wonderful!! n determination counts!! yeah!!

ok now, i m looking for kakis for adidas sundown marathon, 42km... nt e ultra one of course.. haha.. registration now opens!

and of course, I am, Finisher of 42.195km, standard chartered singapore marathon.

haha!!

Tomorrow!

Yst went to collect e race pack @ expo.. wow... i still cant imagine i'm gonna run a marathon.. i admit it was a decision i made without thinking much.. n it could be a wrong decision.. but.. aiya.. since the race is tmr.. jus dun think so much n go run run run lah!! but.. haha.. wtf.. 42.195km leh... how to complete.. haha...

e race start @ 0530H..meaning i gonna wake up @ 0245H to eat breakfast n get ready etc etc etc... i realli hope i can complete e run.. haizz... will update u again..

if i complete the run..

if u see no updates... den dun bother to ask k.. haha..

all the best

studying overseas alone is not easy...

but i believe u can do it..

jiayou! treat this few yrs as a challange!

all e best!

Disappointed

When help is needed, Gerald...

When fun is there, and help is not needed, Gerald? Who Is He?

Disappointed... I am! Not with others, but with Gerald...

Haha.. Laugh...

080808 - Triple Huat

Bought TOTO with my plt batch bois - 7 of us each contributed a number n paid 50 cents for it

my teacher taught me never put all e eggs in e same basket, so i shared with choon yew n wilson to come up with another 7 numbers too...

ok now we shall wait for the results.. n oh ya... one of my batch boi haven return me e 50cents... rmb to pay up ar!

alright!

HUAT

HUAT

HUAT

!!!

Ok! I've actually thot of how to make use of the money!! haha... i'm always prepared! haha! alright! let's all hope... ... ...

Quite True! Try It!

Your view on yourself: You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education: Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you: You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success: Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

ITCHY hands

yes... for a yr plus now...


but onli till half yr ago i decided to block, delete etc...

n continue happy happy happy..

but a few days ago...


dunno wad happen to me??


i clicked on the link..


blog..


heart pain..

i tried to forget.. maybe tried nt hard enough...


i will try harder..

random...

I feel bAd

ok today e OJTs finally gt posted into e platoons.. n this time round, being e incoming platoon sgt, haha.. i gt some say in who i want in the plt.. or at least i get to approach my boss to tell him who i want in my plt.. haha.. n seems like my boss in gd mood these few days... he actualli gave me e spec i asked for.. but den i missed out someone... which i cant help but feel bad n sorry for him..

ok actualli my plt can onli get 1 spec out of e 5.. so my initial choice was B... but he xpressed interest in seaside n nt land.. so i didnt wanna stop him... den my 2nd choice was Z, n i told boss about it n i gt him.. haha.. but i didnt noe M wanted to come my plt so badly!! actualli M oso nt bad la.. jus tt he didnt understudy with my plt for mani times tts why i dunno muh about him..

so end up i chose Z lor... after announcing their plts to them, M approached me asking why i didnt choose him into my plt, showing me e veri sad sad face.. i feel bad!! i didnt noe my plt is soo popular tt someone actualli wanted to be in my plt so badly.. now, tts nuthin i can do.. i can onli say.. sry M.. n to Z.. pls buck up n show me n others i didnt make e wrong choice..

n to someone out there.. i believe i gt this appointment nt jus becos i m lucky.. yes, luck plays a part, but i believe capability and other factors plays a part too... nt tt my batch boi is lousy.. in fact he is good... so ppl, pls believe in me... i dun get this for nuthin de ok?? haha..

Ouch...

It's painful.
It's bleeding.
My Heart.
Happy Bdae!




random...

Happy!

it's 0050H 050608 n i jus reached home... feeling super duper haha happy!! haha... makes me keep repeating e "HAPPY cheer" xiaoyu taught me...

"give me H, give me A, give me double P n Y.

H~ a PP y, H a PP y. H~ a PP y, H a PP y,

HAPPY!!!"

cant catch it? nvm.. call me or ask me in person!! i'll recite it for u... haha.. can u imagine?? xiaoyu actually made jason shout this cheer everi morning when they wake up... haha.. funni.. maybe tt's e reason y they r always so happy!!

oh anw.. i'm happy becos... i jus watched a veri nice movie with my best buddies.. haha.. i didnt noe wad's sex n e city about, jus like him!(EPISODE 51: Sex and the City launch party) so after reading no.1 himbo's blog i went ard asking b4 stepping into e cinema to catch it.. n WOOHOO!

wonderful movie lor.. i totally enjoyed it!! so much!! haha.. it's been a veri long time since i enjoyed a movie so much!! e previous one was devil wears prada... haha..

n ya lor.. a realli great movie can actuali make my day!! n e good thing is e time now is 0050H.. it's nt e end of the day but e beginning!! haha... this means i'm gonna have a great day ahead! haha.. yeah!! happy... e most impt thing is it's been a while since i totally feeling carefree.. no worries.. no saddness.. no emo-ing.. haha... i forgt about her, him, them n it after e movie.. totally enjoyed it.. haha

ok it's random.. but i'm jus happi.. let me remain happi for e rest of my life pls.. n nt fake happi.. forget about all unhappi stuff..!! n BE HAPPY!! e same goes to everione out there!! WOOHOO..

lazy me

this is wad happen when a blogger is lazy to blog.. haha.. i was checking out kannan's blog if he gt talk bad about me which he always do lor.. haha.. n i like this entry.. i wanted to blog about this event but i was too lazy.. so ppl.. enjoy! kannan u better thank me cos im promoting ya blog for u.. as u noe, my blog is veri popular de lor.. gt like 100 readers per day.. sry... i mean per yr.. haha.. n kannan! stop talking bad about me on ya blog..

i update lah

ok.. i'm sooo busy for the past 1 mth plus tt i didnt update my blog.. ok la.. partly oso cos i m lazy.. haha. lead to thousands of ppl keep msging me daily asking me to update my blog.. my blog is their daily needs.. haha.. like real lor.. i'm dreaming... ha.. anw.. ani things happened for e past 1 mth plus... in camp, outside camp etc.. haha..

last sat went to lily's 21st bdae chalet n although nt mani ppl there, but still kinda enjoy it... met mani innova's classmates.. long time no see.. happi lor... n bashirah gave us hope.. saying our 2nd class chalet is coming up.. yeah.. next yr june... ... ... roll eyes.. 1 yr n 2 mth more.. haha.. bleah.. see u guys, S71ians soon ba.. but hope i dun need to wait 1 yr plus to meet u guys,, haha... n thx lily for e invite n congrats! sweetlove ar?!?! haa.. envy!

ok.. due to e stupid MG range, e stormy bois gathering was cancelled... haizz.. it was so well planned la.. but last min cancelled due to my range.. nvm.. no sad no sad.. i'm planning another one in june... confirm la.. count on me.. stormy bois, see u guys soon.. er.. for qx, dun need la.. always see u.. same plt wad... haha..

n todae is my sis bdae!! happi 9th bdae sis! haha.. wish u quick grow big n tall... studies improve.. haha.. yeah!

oh n todae is oso bangzhi bdae! happi bdae bro!

n ppl... i dunno when is e next time i'll update my blog.. haha.. till den, take care n see ya.. !

listen to my complains..

this's gonna be a short entry..

ok..it's been a few wks since i plae mahjong liao.. n i must admit i'm sick of playing wahjong on viwawa... yes it's fun.. but i needa 'mo' e tiles n throw e dice PERSONALLY.. e feeling!!! i believe those mahjong siaos understand me.. haha.. i need to play real mahjong soon... oh no.. help me pls.. it's always either i'm stuck in camp doing e bo liao duty or my kakis nt free... haizz.. n bear in mind tt most ppl r onli free n can onli plae on wkends n nt wkdaes.. but wad about me? halo?? i onli have 2 wkends in a mth.. everi alternate wkend lor.. wad a screwup thing.. n guess wad???? im gg back to camp tmr for a 3dae wkend duty again.. there goes my wkend AGAIN.. haizz.. y cant we bring mahjong in camp ar?? haha.. ok crap...

alright! n dunno y.. for some reasons.. my kakis r getting lesser or less enthu for mahjong liao.. now js's rs is in NY for work, jx is like foreva busy with his work such tt he didnt update his blog for a veri long time liao, n zt seems to be more interested in his body combat nowadaes n his life now is too colourful to squeeze in another few mahjong tiles...

ok this is a veri old foto.. this means.. we need to meet up for some mahjong session soon.. after xy come back!

well for ww, jor, heup.. ya.. it's kinda fixed.. but i dun quite like it cos for some reasons.. ya although they r my besties.. but.. dunno y.. mayb cos e outcome is always ard e same.. haha.. heup always lose.. ha.. n i dun like cos.. u noe.. i bu hao yi si lah.. haa..

n for cy, cs, seba.. haha.. my initial mahjong kakis.. haha. but ever since cs n me enlisted n cy n seba gt busy with their poly stuff n work (ok this doesnt apply to seba, cos he like no nid sch liddat de lei), e frequency of us playing mahjong isnt tt high animore.. now maybe 4, 5 mths or onli CNY den plae.. haha..

as for others... like dun plae often lei.. sianz lah.. haizz.. haha..

ok now.. i have 3 to 4 ulcers in my mouth.. due to e super lack of slp.. all thx to my mon - wed duty.. ok.. shallnt go into details but jus wanna sae dear LAO JIAOS, im nt trying to make u guys feel uncomfortable or wadsoeva.. im jus doing wad i feel is right n acceptable.. yes u guys r more experienced but hey... at least give me e min respect can? n e fact is tt i didnt do anithing tt is wrong!! i didnt plan more duty for u guys den e new birds.. although i hate e old bird do lesser duty new birds do more duty system but i still give u guys lesser duty, becos i RESPECT u guys.. so can u guys pls give me e respect too?? jus becos u guys r more experienced doesnt imply anithing lor.. !!!! HALO??!!?? u guys hear me.. i dun wana, listen, I DUN WANT TO spoil e frenship between e platoon but if u guys keep having tt OLD BIRD mentality, den i cant do aniting... but i will still give u guys better shifts with almost e same no of hours.. better shifts cos I RESPECT u guys.. OK.. roger tt?? haha.... ok.. finish complain liao..

n todae.. i finally bought smth from harvey norman with tt vouchers.. i bought a cordless mouse.. haha.. n i m super unhappi with the salesgal attitude working at e BPP branch.. but thx to e cashier's help.. i gt wad i want, clearing my doubts.. thx!

alright.. so much for a short entry... n thx for listening to or rather looking at my nag nag nag..

当选!

Dunno y my dad so interested in taiwan's election..!! he's been chasing e news since months ago.. tuning to taiwan news everinight n e interesting debates between MA n XIE.. haha.. indeed i must agree, nt jus its election news, taiwan normal daes news oso more interesting den spore de.. really..

n i think is 耳濡目染(dunno i use it correctly a nt), even my younger bros n sis oso gt ineterested in e taiwan election news.. todae or rather yesterdae, 22nd march is e election dae n my hse de TV is 4eva on channel 49, e taiwan news channel.. from morning till NOW.. for info is 2am now.. haha.. my dad still watching now lah.. haha...

n the results OUT! yes im happi with HORSE WIN NINE (MA) winning e election as e new president of taiwan.. cos i think a leader must be able to represent his men well.. e image he portrayed is better den his opponent lor.. at least tts wad i think... haha.. n hope now e new party can manage e country better n nt like for e past 8 yrs, in a mess.. haa..

lastly... 马英九,当选! 马英九,当选! 马英九,当选! 哈!

It's Nt Coming True

OH NO! Rmb my new yr resolutions i made at e beginning of e yr?? It's nt coming true! Nt saying all of them but most! I'm feeling so DOWN n e feeling is brought forward from last yr.. Sianz!

Firstly, i m getting more n more like a pig.. fatter n fatter... eat like pig n lazy like pig, dun exercise... so much for being e PT ic for my platoon... ops haha! somebody pls help me!! or rather stop me! i still wished to maintain my silver for ippt... oh crap! if nt for e siong sea soldiers leaders course's PT n e min silver standard to pass out as a spec, i would never get a silver... haha...

I wished for peace, n another crap... ever since i wished for peace, me n e ppl ard me r quarrelling more often!! haha.. but heng all those fights r nt serious de... like yy n kan, me n wq etc etc... haha...

Find a dream gal? so far so bad... i hate gg town on wkends seeing those couples walking along e streets, in e cinema etc... gt a feeling they r doing those veri sweet moves for me to see, mocking at me... i m crazy i noe... is i jeslous lah.. "i always thot i had a chance but im wrong.. so disgraceful of me.. maybe i shld jus die ba.." - ok i m talking crap.. dun care bout this... anw wish 'u' all e best... lead a better life den me pls.. forgetting in process.. yaya wadeva..

Dun emo so much?? nah.. i m EMOing almost everinight! shit... spoilt my life lor.. u think i like to emo? NO! i hate e feeling..

More frens?? i m so screwed... even if i bk out i seldom go out with frens.. dunno is i no frens or lazy to jio ppl out.. sianz.. i wanted to ask my veri gd frens but long time no see frens out but either they busy or lazy or i lazy..

Get a place in biz course... haha.. now e application for uni is open but i m so lazy to go n change lah... haha.. my fault!

HUAT HUAT HUAT?? come on lor i didnt strike e NEW YR HONGBAO dunno how mani million TOTO lor... haha

Alright it's onli march!! e yr is still young.. hope for more gd things coming!! yeah!

Mas Selamat Datang, NO pls!

Even they give us 1 wk, 1 mth or even a discount of half a yr for ns, early ORD, i still dun wish tt selamat guy come to our camp n we have to catch him n maybe write 100 pages full of statement stating wad happen etc... sianz... or at least nt when i'm on duty... BUT i still hope the police with e help of SAF can arrest tt irritating guy soon.. so everione pls open ya eyes big big n stop looking on e floor when walking on e street ar... i dun wanna e situation to get more tense n cause us to do extra jobs... NO WAY.. we already gt so little time out of camp liao.. dun wanna stay in for mani mani daes for tt guy...

anw... saw this from cruz's blog n talkingcock.com ... haha..

true enough, pls print this out and keep inside your wallet, just in case... haha...

was thinking

after wad happen todae in camp, i thought maybe wilson n choonyew are right... we jus get our pay n rank n jus do our normal job lor.. haha.. dun need to fight for wad so eva power etc etc.. neither a need to play rank, i sgt u lcp so i bigger fuck den u, NO... jus keep it simple lah.. after todae... ya.. what i used to think was since we went thru a veri tough course to get this rank, we shld be recognised n make use of wad we learnt to help do smth for e unit... but now... haha..

jus keep it simple... if u hold on to ani appointment like PS or guard com, jus do your best. if u dun, oso do your best in ya daily normal job... at e end of e dae, i gt my pay liao... $$$ haha....

n omg.. rank playing is so disgusting...

Have Fun, Good Luck n Take Care

Yesterday was e day my younger brother(e elder one, yes i have 2 younger bros n a youngest sis) went Seoul, Korea with his secondary sch for some robortics competition... n this is e first time my bro went overseas without ani family members by his side.. n e fact is tt he's onli sec 1 n he has onli been in this sch for like less den a mth... wow.. n he's e onli sec 1 guy gg lah... all e rest are like sec 3 students lah... wow.. my bro is good.. haha... but i feel veri guilty tt i couldnt send him off.. becos i havee BLOODY duty in camp.. i m sick n tired of doing duty man... cant stand...

Anw.. wish my bro all e best.. Have Fun in korea, good luck for e comp n Take Care Bro.. haha.. Enjoy..